meximick's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- seriousentry So first thing I do when I get to work is read some diary entries like partygirl and that entry moved me in a way I was not ready to be moved this early in the morning. And now I'm thinking how little attention I pay to things most people find important in life - family, finances, love - a lot of things that I might have a fleeting thought about from time to time. And then a catastrophe (almost always with family or finance) hits, and it is at those times I tell myself I don't want to deal with these problems; problems which I could have dealt with weeks or months before but chose not to, or just neglected. And my salesperson just asked me to do something workwise that I have no idea and don't care about doing.Fortunately (or unfortunately) I'm not someone who has had their heart broken, and sometimes I feel that I am lacking as a person because of it, the 'loved and lost' thing. Pain I can deal with; it's something I've had to deal with in various forms over the years. And then through a couple of links, I came upon this entry from cubiclegirl and it makes everything I have ever written seem so inconsequential as to be offensive. Life is so much broader and deeper than I choose to live it, and I'm not too sure I want to live it this way anymore. changeisgood,maybe...
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